M has been a wee <deleted> because he's been worried about his granny...He's really not good at showing emotions in any way except by being violent, shouting etc etc etc...G on the other hand has also been a wee <deleted> but because he's been all clammed up and won't talk...He rocks a lot and even more so when stressed...His rocking drives me up the wall and drives M up the wall...M's loudness and being a pain drives G up the wall and last nite i ended up screaming at them both half the nite...K finally at around 11pm managed to get them both to say what was wrong <phew>
I want a break
I NEED a break
Am NOT gonna get a break <shrug>
Sometimes i so hate being a carer but then i look at what they have achieved and how proud i am and it seems worthwhile
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Everythings just bad timing Caff, you've had an enormous lot to deal with. A break would be good if you can find a way to have one...........but you'll still worry for em. They are brilliant lads and K too, you've done a really grand job, not easy when they keep things well inside.........pretty frustrating actually. Thoughts for your Mum and you, and I really hope the morning light will show things in a different shade.....a better shade. Take care. Rache
YOU ARE A VERY GOOD CARER ......Jan xx
You need to be proud.................!
You are brilliant...........
Hope Caff you manage somehow to get a break ~ It would do you so much good ~ But I have got to say I think you manage the boys very well ~ with more patience than I would have ~ you should be proud of your achivements and be proud you care so much ~ Ally
What a wonderful job you have.
John.
Hi Caff, so you should be proud of your achievements, you are a great carer from where I`m standing! :o)
Hugs Sandra xxxx
You should be well proud of yourself Caff. . the lads are lovely and your daughter too. I hope that you can get a break soon.
We all deserve a break from being a carer, I found mine through starting a support group for unpaid carers like ourselves on the internet, as it was almost impossible at one time for me to go out of my front door. Perhaps you might like to join the group and see if we can be of any help to you. http://www.carerscorner.com
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